Love until we Bleed..

My thoughts: Torn apart,  left exposed.. my flesh is ridden with scars and wounds resurfacing. Twisted in insecurities, ive become disheartened in distress.

Faded out, yet lingering, I drew back my bow and fired my arrow to the high heavens,  in hopes my whispered prayers and desires would be carried with it, awaiting to be answered.

Yet fate had other plans, my arrow returned back to me. .piercing through my left hand, nearly piercing my heart. It was carrying a tainted essence of love and death..

Then a branch of life emerges with reality and realizations. 
And I think to myself..

If I am too loving.. I am weak an vulnerable.. if I think too much with emotions of the heart..it will be the death of me...

And I am left to rot within chaos."

Anyways this self interpretation has a song to go with it. Which I highly recommend listening too, while looking at the piece.